This letter has been a long time coming. You and I have been on a roller coaster of a ride here lately and I just can't seem to want to hang on anymore. You have been my comforter, rock, shelter from the storm for the last time. I am no longer running to you to fill some void. Instead I choice to live another day free from pain and misery. I choice to live my life for love, happiness and yes maybe some money but not for food. Not anymore!!